Signs of Worry

posted August 6th, 2013, 2:01 am


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May 18th, 2013, 9:56 am

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When was a teen I was pretty morbid too. I didn't want to die, I just spent a lot of time contemplating and thinking about it. Its a strange an wondrous thing, right? Everyone dies some day, it just, it happens. I talked about it a lot with friends, but I had no intention of dying.
It sounds like Andrea's friends are the same way. You might call them posers, but I call them thinkers.
Andrea though, whats going on in her head? I haven't figured it out yet.

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Also, the Disturbed cover of Fade to Black is awesome. I have been listening to it like, 4 times a day, recently.
Also Disturbed - Darkness.
And KoRn - Alone I Break.
These don't mean I want to die, I'm not in that state at all. But when I listen to them, it lets me feel like I am in a dark place that accepts me and doesn't judge me. That is speaks out about how things can feel really low, but the there is an ending to the song, and with the outro, so too goes the feelings. When you feel happiness you listen to upbeat songs, right? When you feel angry, you might turn on some rage metal? So why should you feel bad about listening to something sombre?
Remember, you don't have to justify what you listen to, or why you listen to it, to anybody. Listen to what you want to, when you want to, and feel how you want to about what you want to. This is YOUR life.

But if you get so dark that you can't climb back out without help, let someone know. Let me know. My black nails and pasty white skin will pull you back out.
I may be in the darkness with you, but I will gladly walk into the light with any of you, my friends.

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August 6th, 2013, 7:15 pm

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That was a kind offer, AnneKrog. I would only hope that if I walk out of my darkness and into the light, that you, my friend, and others, would explore the light with me, rather than you or others asking me to return to the darkness, because that is where everyone is and wants to be. . . .

But I may never be able to leave the darkness, I can only look towards the distance and see the light of the sunrise. . . .for me that should be enough for now, and I need to be content with only that for now. . . .

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August 6th, 2013, 8:39 pm

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@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: Its never too late to come out from the bad places. If you manage to do it once, it gets easier, and easier, until you find that your life is worth everything you hoped it would be.

Don't let anyone force you, be yourself, and love yourself, in your own time.
When you are ready, your real friends will be there. And then it will get *so* much better.

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August 6th, 2013, 9:48 pm

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@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: I rely on my friendships to keep the darkness at bay. I'm at one of the lowest points ever in my life, but just having a few close friends, like Greenkrog, is enough that I want to stay in the light, with them and for them. There's nothing wrong with relying on others. You're not a burden, we actually get stronger when people lean on us.

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August 10th, 2013, 10:27 am

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@Elessir: That explanation is what everyone needs to know and figure out. Our greatest strength is the reliance of people around us. Damn im getting all misty eyed here..

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