You wouldn't know it but the hand tilted up in frame mid right is actually like, perfect, but it's covered by a bubble. I mean, it is technically perfect, but it still looks stupid because of the position.
..and I just realized what I have to do to fix frame 6. I wonder if I can actually do it..
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Wondering about MY first time? Why? Yes, it was with a girl, long after my surgery, so it was indeed fully lesbian. I was absolutely terrified because I knew my equipment didn't function properly and nobody had ever seen it except doctors, and she was somewhat experienced. But she took her time, and for the first time in.. um.. 8 years at that point? I.. you know! And then she stole the covers. For the next three years :)
How did I imagine my first time? Nope. That was a thought I never allowed myself to have. How do I imagine my first time with a man, if that ever happens? Nope. Just.. nope.
There is a certain calmness to freeing yourself from yearning for physical contact. It is zen. Sad, but zen.
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