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posted December 19th, 2015, 2:01 am


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February 4th, 2015, 6:26 pm

GreenKrog

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Starting on Serequol pretty much knocks you out. you can remain awake, but it isn't exactly a state of.. uh.. being awake?
So, not exactly a page about trans issues, right? Wrong! It is a framing device on normality and the passage of time even if you aren't observing it. About how friends worry about you but can't see what is in front of their face. And about how sometimes trust is taken instead of given.

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May 15th, 2017, 7:16 pm

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I wish I could wake up... 4 months, a dropped dosage, and I'm still sleeping for 16 hours a day, and floating for the other 8. Gk, I'm drowning... How can you explain why you can't do anything to someone who doesn't give a fuck?

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May 15th, 2017, 7:33 pm

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@DewOrSomething: Quite honestly, you don't. You just do what is right for you, because that is the only one you have to live for in the end. Once you stop thinking about how other people will think of you and start looking out for yourself, you can truly begin to heal. Not unlike being transgender, we usually only come to terms when we are able to see that this is our only way to be, and detractors will not be able to sway it.

I spent 5 solid years, from 2010 to 2015, on the max dose of Serequol (both XR and quick release). It still barely kept me from doing much damage. I've been where you are, and I know that it really can get better. It took 6 years from that first hospitalization to get it in me. I am hoping it takes much less time for you.

Stick with it. I'm here if you want to talk.

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